~Dream On~

Armano ki ladiyan jala gaya koi,
Chingaari ko aag bana gaya koi,
Hum kaise uski ahat pehchante,
Jab saanson mein toofan macha gaya ho koi..

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Kisse kuchh khaas dil se bana gaya koi,
Nagmon mein saaz saja gaya koi,
Hum kaise karein un aahon ka bayan,
Jab labon se labz chura gaya ho koi..

Waiting for you!

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Waiting for you
Is all I do
Waiting for you
Is all I have knows
Waiting for you
Is a part of my life
Waiting for you
Leads my day into nights

Waiting for you
Was written in fate
Waiting for you
For a dinner for a date
Waiting for you
Always prevails
Waiting for you
Never goes in vain

Waiting for you
My eyes beseech
Waiting for you
My thirsty soul seeks
Waiting for you
Like rainbow after rain
Waiting for you
Relieves all my pain

Waiting for you
I do earnestly
Waiting for you
I do dearly
Waiting for you
I know in my heart
Waiting for you
Leaves a small scar

Waiting for you
I know I ain’t alone
Waiting for you
My hope won’t down
Waiting for you
I know you do too
Waiting for me
Like I do for you!

way to go – my heart!

ways to mend the heart

Kabhi aankhon ke isharon se, 
kabhi baton ke ladiyon se, 
kabhi khaali uss aangan se, 
kabhi chaand aur badal se, 
maana iss dil ko samajhne ke andaaz bahut hain.. 

Kabhi aankhon ke kajal mein, 
kabhi hathon ki lakeeron mein, 
kabhi mehke rangon mein, 
kabhi vadiyo ki dhund mein, 
haan iss dil ko behlaane ke andaaz bahut hain.. 

Kabhi yaadon ke dariye se, 
kabhi waadon ke sapno se, 
kabhi ulajhti saanso se, 
kabhi aadhi karvaton se, 
haan iss dil ko manaane ke andaaz bahut hain.. 

^no.more.tears^

Aaj bhi kayi dhunein

Beete dino ke taar chhed jaati hain

Ek muskurate se chehre pe

Ashkon ki nami chhod jaati hai

Tera naam lena bhi

Zaban ko bewafai sa lagta hai

Aur tujhe na dekh paana harjai sa lagta hai

Fir sochta hoon

Chand ki itni kshamta kahan

Ki surya ki roshni ko bardaash kar paae

Uska toh jeewan itna hi hai

Ki chaar peher chamke aur fir kahin chhup jaae…

Unsaid…!

I stopped.
I turned to look behind.
I thought… You wanted to say something.
But,
What did I see?
You had already started walking away! 
Oh, my heart don’t cry,
There will be
another day, when you’d say
the things I wanted to hear…

Again,
Like a gleaming star,
I stopped, turned to look behind.
I knew I had to say something.
Or probably
You had something unsaid
that might
forever in my heart stay…
But no, it wasn’t destined,
or you dint want it to happen?

My mind asked my heart,
Is this person worth you?
who dint
bother to look behind
the misery of a lover,
bounded by the chains of separation;
Those tears, which were strolling down
the face, he had once adored..!
Why did this happen…
While I was thinking and asking these to myself,
I see,
you have already disappeared from vicinity.
Your essence, your ways, your everything
will still be in my heart!
a heart full of memories and
things unsaid..!

a silent place

I lay in the bed, now alone,

what we ever had, is now all gone,

the night is pacing away,

as you are racing away… 

I shut my eyes, now all wet,

miss those times, when we first met,

two strangers got on a ride,

knowing that they wont survive…

I count those days, now in the past,

when I was smiling, but that dint last,

cuz now you’re really far n far away,

and here on my bed, I silently lay…

((…engulfed…))

I’m feeling silence I never experienced,

& it just leaves me so stoned,

As if my life is halted for a moment,

& time has finally called me disowned..

I am doing what I used to do,

but its meaning is now unclear,

even when I just lie on my bed,

I’m enveloped by my inner fear..

I can hear the bells ringing far away,

but not sure if the sound will persist,

just like I don’t if I’ll be able to live,

or my existence will soon cease to exist..

I close my eyes for the darkness to engulf me,

but my pacified mind takes no rest,

cuz even though I feel my heart is broken,

I can feel it beat in my chest..

…………..aa gaya

Tere bin saanso ko behlana aa gaya,

ab rote-rote pal mein aansu chhupana aa gaya..

Kabhi hasa karte the jin par hum,

ab toh dheere dheere unse kadam milana bhi aa gaya..

Na kar paae ishq tum humse,

ab humein bhi aapna pyaar chhupana aa gaya..

Kar le tu sitam chahe jitna,

gaeron ke saath dekh tumhe, ab muskurana bhi aa gaya..

Chahe kar tu sada hi inkar,

tere ikrar karne ka tareeka bhi samajh aa gaya..

Kari na yeh umeed, ki milenge dobara,

teri tasveer ko dekhkar sona bhi humein aa gaya.. 

“the.last.goodbye”

Wait for the night, it’s still daylight..
I don’t want the world to see me cry..

It’s not a bright sun, are you gonna come?
Or should I just walk alone?

I’ve reached home, and I’m still alone,
Where did u go away?

I search for a sign, wanna assure your mine,
But all my dreams are drowning..

I wait past the dusk for you, but this anticipation seems new,
I wish I could dupe da time..

Tell me I ain’t pushed away, cuz I have nothing left to say,
What will I do without u..

I think I was tryna hold in sand, now when I open my hand,
Its empty and you are gone..

Happy we were once upon a time, but did I do some crime,
To wait for you till eternity?

Oh I’m tired of the games, my life always plays,
Now I’m gonna retire soon..

Hope I’ll see you again, meet you in a new game,
In another world and another life.. Good bye!