# Fight your Battle #

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Face those fears
Kill those demons
You are better than
What you think you are..

Pull yourself up
Try to find a faith
Only you can find and push 
Yourselves to a limit..

Dont depend on an angel
Dont wait for a miracle
Nothing ever happens to
Someone with a common man fate..

Find your cause
Change your path
There is only so much you can
Achieve going on this way!

It may be small
But you have your own destiny
A reason you’re still breathing
A reason you don’t know..

Stop making excuses
Stop finding faults in others
Peep inside and see what you got
And what you can make out of it..

Unless you fight the evil
You’ll be thriving on its venom
But again and again you got to try
Don’t give up and never cry!

Moving On…

move on

Time went on and
so did I
finally gloomy winds
said a good-bye..

The sun rose
and shined with glory
life started to write
yet another story..

The breeze promised me
that the waters will be calm
dreams went on
holding future in my palm..

I saw the moon
which gave me solace
and I walked ahead
to a bright new place..

moving on

~circle of life~

Kar chala tu yun alvida,

kabhi socha hai ki ab yahan kya hoga,

kitne hi ameer ho is duniya mein,

par aaj iss jag se gareeb koi na hoga..

Chala gaya yun nazrein fer ke,

iss dil ki halat tujhe kya pata,

kal tak bin matlab tu muskurata rehta tha,

aaj bin batae badal liya apne ghar ka pata..

Ja tujhe apni yadoon se aazad karti hoon,

mil jaae tujhe jannat wo nirali,

bhool na paaenga hum toh tujhe,

chahe tu pa le nayi zindagani..

# for two amazing people I lost last year- Oisik & Tauqeer!

*waiting at your doorstep*

Itni jaldi kya hai ghar jaane ki,

abhi toh shuruat nahi ki humne apni kahani ki,

tumhe ek lamha theherna toh padegi hi,

abhi toh koshish hi nahi ki humne rijhane ki..

Do labz sun le mere dil ka haal,

ki tu hi meri dhun hai aur tu hi meri taal,

bin tere mera jeevan hai aisa neeras,

jise badal na paaega koi bhi kaal..

Par teri preet jo bha gayi hai ab mann ko,

toh kuchh samajh nahi aata is baawre ko,

ek nazar mujhe taqalluf se dekh lene de tujhe,

jaane ye mauka mile na mile kal ko..

Ja ab tujhe mai aazad karta hoon,

tujhse door rehke bhi tera deedar karta hoon,

laut ja tu apne gaon apne desh,

par yaad rakh iss dar pe roz tera intezaar karta hoon..

^no.more.tears^

Aaj bhi kayi dhunein

Beete dino ke taar chhed jaati hain

Ek muskurate se chehre pe

Ashkon ki nami chhod jaati hai

Tera naam lena bhi

Zaban ko bewafai sa lagta hai

Aur tujhe na dekh paana harjai sa lagta hai

Fir sochta hoon

Chand ki itni kshamta kahan

Ki surya ki roshni ko bardaash kar paae

Uska toh jeewan itna hi hai

Ki chaar peher chamke aur fir kahin chhup jaae…

~Solitude~

Solitude walkingI’m losing touch of reality,

I’m dreaming on and on,

I don’t pause to wonder once,

When did I choose to be alone!

 

I walk with an empty mind,

And a sulking heart,

I packed my bags to go for a while,

Miles and miles afar!

 

As I walk down that lane,

I chose to go bare foot,

I wish not to be followed and disturbed,

As if someone would…

a silent place

I lay in the bed, now alone,

what we ever had, is now all gone,

the night is pacing away,

as you are racing away… 

I shut my eyes, now all wet,

miss those times, when we first met,

two strangers got on a ride,

knowing that they wont survive…

I count those days, now in the past,

when I was smiling, but that dint last,

cuz now you’re really far n far away,

and here on my bed, I silently lay…

…………..aa gaya

Tere bin saanso ko behlana aa gaya,

ab rote-rote pal mein aansu chhupana aa gaya..

Kabhi hasa karte the jin par hum,

ab toh dheere dheere unse kadam milana bhi aa gaya..

Na kar paae ishq tum humse,

ab humein bhi aapna pyaar chhupana aa gaya..

Kar le tu sitam chahe jitna,

gaeron ke saath dekh tumhe, ab muskurana bhi aa gaya..

Chahe kar tu sada hi inkar,

tere ikrar karne ka tareeka bhi samajh aa gaya..

Kari na yeh umeed, ki milenge dobara,

teri tasveer ko dekhkar sona bhi humein aa gaya.. 

“the.last.goodbye”

Wait for the night, it’s still daylight..
I don’t want the world to see me cry..

It’s not a bright sun, are you gonna come?
Or should I just walk alone?

I’ve reached home, and I’m still alone,
Where did u go away?

I search for a sign, wanna assure your mine,
But all my dreams are drowning..

I wait past the dusk for you, but this anticipation seems new,
I wish I could dupe da time..

Tell me I ain’t pushed away, cuz I have nothing left to say,
What will I do without u..

I think I was tryna hold in sand, now when I open my hand,
Its empty and you are gone..

Happy we were once upon a time, but did I do some crime,
To wait for you till eternity?

Oh I’m tired of the games, my life always plays,
Now I’m gonna retire soon..

Hope I’ll see you again, meet you in a new game,
In another world and another life.. Good bye!