*waiting at your doorstep*

Itni jaldi kya hai ghar jaane ki,

abhi toh shuruat nahi ki humne apni kahani ki,

tumhe ek lamha theherna toh padegi hi,

abhi toh koshish hi nahi ki humne rijhane ki..

Do labz sun le mere dil ka haal,

ki tu hi meri dhun hai aur tu hi meri taal,

bin tere mera jeevan hai aisa neeras,

jise badal na paaega koi bhi kaal..

Par teri preet jo bha gayi hai ab mann ko,

toh kuchh samajh nahi aata is baawre ko,

ek nazar mujhe taqalluf se dekh lene de tujhe,

jaane ye mauka mile na mile kal ko..

Ja ab tujhe mai aazad karta hoon,

tujhse door rehke bhi tera deedar karta hoon,

laut ja tu apne gaon apne desh,

par yaad rakh iss dar pe roz tera intezaar karta hoon..

“the.last.goodbye”

Wait for the night, it’s still daylight..
I don’t want the world to see me cry..

It’s not a bright sun, are you gonna come?
Or should I just walk alone?

I’ve reached home, and I’m still alone,
Where did u go away?

I search for a sign, wanna assure your mine,
But all my dreams are drowning..

I wait past the dusk for you, but this anticipation seems new,
I wish I could dupe da time..

Tell me I ain’t pushed away, cuz I have nothing left to say,
What will I do without u..

I think I was tryna hold in sand, now when I open my hand,
Its empty and you are gone..

Happy we were once upon a time, but did I do some crime,
To wait for you till eternity?

Oh I’m tired of the games, my life always plays,
Now I’m gonna retire soon..

Hope I’ll see you again, meet you in a new game,
In another world and another life.. Good bye!

Come back home..!

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When the first tear drop,
rolled down my cheeks,
my face cried out to me…
Come back home..!

When the first big sob,
took away my breath,
my soul cried out to me…
Come back home..!

When the first heartache,
followed my first heart break,
my life cried out to me…
Come back home..!

When the first death,
ditched away my only life,
my sorrows cried out to me…
Come back home..!

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~final.departure~

 

Clock reminds me I have to leave,

As four long years have just gone by,

Few days I found myself a bit low,

And on few days I took a high… 

I fell over and over again,

You tested me a lot,

But I never called it quits,

Even though I dint know the plot…

It brings me joyful memories,

I’ll miss the times I spent with you,

I wish you could hear me when I say,

This journey would be incomplete without you..

We’ll meet again for sure and soon,

Cuz I don’t believe in goodbyes,

Till then just remember my smile,

While I silently hide away my sighs…

# last day at NIT-Trichy