& it just leaves me so stoned,
As if my life is halted for a moment,
& time has finally called me disowned..
I am doing what I used to do,
but its meaning is now unclear,
even when I just lie on my bed,
I’m enveloped by my inner fear..
I can hear the bells ringing far away,
but not sure if the sound will persist,
just like I don’t if I’ll be able to live,
or my existence will soon cease to exist..
I close my eyes for the darkness to engulf me,
but my pacified mind takes no rest,
cuz even though I feel my heart is broken,
I can feel it beat in my chest..